Feelings told only in a diary

Not one to keep a diary
but just between u and me

theres one thing i can\'t get out
i want to sceam it and shout

its slowly killing me
easy for others to see

my body laying lifeless now
and yet i don\'t know how

bodys numb in fear
as i cry ever last tear

eyes hurt from crying day in and day out
and yet can\'t tell anyone what about

i try to speak
but only cry a creak

when i try i can\'t speak, nothing comes out
you might never know what about

i choose yet another day to hide
my feelings felt inside

if i said would u lissen or care
that i would findy share?

true way i felt for a few days and worse as life gose on!