I understand..im going through the same thing..

Good on ya girl.. If he is the One you want.. stick to ya guns xxx

Girll..
dont give up.
i know how you feel.
i fell in love with someone over the internet.
and after we were talking on the internet for awhile we started talking on the phone.
and i seriously loved him. but nobody got it. nobody thought it was real. and EVERYONE thought it was stupid.
dont listen to other people.!
they will make you end up making a decision you dont want to make.!
follow your heart.
it knows whats true and right.
i wish you the best of luck and hope if and when you go to england it will be everything you hope it will be.
:]