I thought ill pretend
you n i never existed
remove even the faintest memory we ever shared
Cuz having you then n not now
is something my heart doesn't wanna listen to
I thought ill pretend it was always you and her
and i just looked at you and was happy for u
I removed our memories from my mind, our kiss i erased it completely from my thoughts
cuz every moment i thought about it
I could relive it again n again
It gave me some comfort in knowing you n i were never together
And i was only hoping a hope
The pretense only lasted me a split second
cuz having you once made me wanna have you forever again
