I`m slowly breaking down.
I cant take this anymore.
My heart is slowly melting away,
Soon it will be empty.
Nothing more.
I can`t take the pain, the confusion, or the thought.
I am simply going crazy,
as my life continues over bumpy rocks.
You make my heart go up and down,
So fast it goes out of control.
But when I begin realizing your not mine the emotion rushes to my soul.
My heart then begins slowing down and my pulse slows down as well.
At this moment I begin feeling like I am in hell.
When I was with you I was simply in heaven.
It was nothing less.
Then when you left me on that unexpected day, I began losing my rest.
I felt that I lost the other part of me.
The other half that I loved so unconditionally.
My other half has been gone for quite some time now.
And from now until the day it returns I will NeVeR be the same.
I will never be the happy, jubilant me.
