Broken, bruised i am abused

How could you do this to me
i was your baby you use to look after and love me
you were there when mommy wasn't
well what happened am i that bad
do i make you that mad
what did i do to not deserve your love
do i need to be sent from above
to get just one little pieces of your love
every day you tell me what i did wrong and every day i try and change so that you won't complain but it's hard
to try and be perfect
when all i get from you
is a big bruise
is that how you show me you care
by riping out my
tender golden hair
by making me cry
by punching me in the face
by making me feel like a big
disgrace by making me so afraid
that i stay so far away
is this how you show your love
by breaking the little hope i have left in you
you smash me
like i'm a little dove
why do you do the things you do
everyday another part of me fades
far away
my friends can only keep me alive for so long
i really don't want to hurt you but
what am i suppose to do
i'm beating i'm bruised and i put up with all of this
with the hope that you might just change one day that you
might just see the light and figure
out whats right
but until then
you will continue
to beat me bruise me smash me
i just hope i don't break soon
but just to let you know i do this everyday for you

i don't think this is one of my best but please tell me what you think about it and vote on it thanks
aunabeth