Omg this is soo sad... wow this is such a deep and emotional poem. i kno wut ur going thru.. this had happened to me once too. it is really hard to let go of a friend and take her back and have her say no.. but i kno that u will get thru this and eveyrhting will be ok.. but u can email me i am always here.. well i love htis. keep on writing
take care
luve angie