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by andrea Mar 7, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
I know its probably hard for you to see and just leave behind the - - o l d - - me but right now i am all for you* i know its hard too look past the pain i caused as of now my old life has been paused not just paused, but put to an end because i found someone who's more then a friend. he makes me feel things i never thought i would things i didn't think one person could he holds me close and takes me out of the world maybe just for a little but it feels like forever anything that killed me before was on its way out the door like kissing the pain goodbye and forgetting how much i used to cry i really messed up in the start and it must be hard to believe that there is a new me but just stop for a little and try and see look at me and see how different Ive come to be nothing Ive ever done was ment to cause u pain it i new what i was doing i would stop and refrain but what i did is not erasable its something that is only changeable he doesn't want to be that guy who's mad because he has the girl who everyones had other people will always have something to say but all that matters is that you see me in my new way so i hope he can look past what i used to be and see that there is hope for a new me but right now i am all for him*