Hide The Pain

by Marcus   Aug 19, 2006


Every day I smile and hide my pain with laughter.
Nobody can see through. Nobody can see the pain.
Should I try to be happy and force myself to chase after
The happy things, or should I accept misery and not complain?

I try to think positively through the rain,
And I hope for better days but they just get worse.
Even though inside I know sunny days remain,
All this pain I keep bottled is gonna make me burst!

Everyone thinks I am so happy and full of delight.
But that just proves how little they know and the fact that they're blind.
I am going so crazy in my head I don't even think I can make it through the night;
My head is full of confusion. No where to go but out of my mind!

I seek help from others, but they don't have much to suggest.
So I don't know what to do or where to seek assistance.
So I find myself back at the same place; confused and depressed,
Asking myself what is the point of my existence.

At times I can't focus or concentrate.
Sometimes I just let myself go, and don't worry about my health.
All these thoughts of suicide I cant help but to contemplate.
I just want to know how it would be if I were to kill my self.

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  • 17 years ago

    by Chris

    So, i won't lie... you said you wrote raps so when i read this, i tried rapping it in my head. haha. but, i can't rap so that didn't really work. but either way, amazing poem.

    "I seek help from others, but they don't have much to suggest."

    i understand taht whole feeling... but i can honestly tellyou that someone out there knows just what to say to anything troubling you.

  • 17 years ago

    by Sandra D

    I really like this, i can totally relate to every word! there wasn't tht much of a flow, but sall good, cause it seems to be telling a story... great job!!! 5/5! (now im gonna read the alternate ending)

  • 18 years ago

    by Robie Lincer

    This is another nice poem! yet sad!

    keep it up!

  • 18 years ago

    by LadyPearl

    Great job. I can easily relate to this poem.

    Check the word "myself" in the last line.

  • 18 years ago

    by LockedInEternity

    Good poem...one little spelling thing.."my self" isnt two words..its just one "myself"....anyways.,.just pointing that out...not too important...the poem its self was a bit distracting cause of the long sentences and because of that the flow seemed a bit off...but the words were beautiful and the meaning was nice:):)

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