The geek from down the street

Toight when i pick up that blade i will show the world how to take the pain away.
I will show the world that my life is pain and i cant take it in their game.
I will cut enough that i might die.
I dont believe that you will cry. Becuase i am the geek that everyone thinks should die.
I have grown to live alone.
To keep people away from my heart and keep me far apart.
I am the geek that no one loves. Every one hates me especially the man above. Is this love that God has show me? i think not becuase im lonley.
So when i take my life no one will care it'll be just like her nightmare except i wont be there.
My love was not wasted at least i cared.
It was me the geek from down the street, that no one cares about.
you hate my life everyone can tell that is without a doubt.
so tonnight when i take my life i will feel safe, i will no longer feel that pain you gave me.
So please dont cry becuase remember at that luaghing you have done?
It might have felt fun, but you've maid me feel like like a bum. When i die remember not to cry after all it was only fun.
you never thought that it would hurt, you always thought "ill be the jerk".
When i slit my wrists remember that all those words you told me. now with no one to make fun of what will you do now. I hope you have to suffer what i went through with my parents and with you.
When i die I hope you cry now that you remember it was all you.
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to be continued....
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please comment me on this becuase this is how i really feel