Can anyone hear me,
can anyone hear my tries to talk, hear those small hollow sounds of me,
from behind you as you walk.
When I'm sitting here,
I've got a lot to say.
but you wouldn't stop,
you wouldn't listen anyway.
I don't want any more trouble,
so why burden your shoulders too.
why on earth am I still getting pain from what you did,
why am I still thinking that I belong to you.
Why do I let myself feel broken down this way.
This is not how I want to feel, but I feel it anyway.
I miss you so much that it hurts.
still I hate you, for everything.
I hate that I let myself be taken in.
don't care what life could bring.
love and pain,
they walks hand in hand.
I'm drowning in my own tears,
find it hard to grab land.
You say life is life,
but you're just used to it.
maybe things are meant to be,
but I don't give a shit.