Hurting Girl

Im standing here at the bus stop
Watching my world
Im an invisible speck of religion
Not a hurting girl
My tears of rushing blood
Showing my heart
Of how my strong faith
Is now falling apart
I huddle in this corner
Waiting for him
To come and love me
And steal away my sin
They dont hear me complaining
But its deep inside
Its what holds me back
But yet keeps me alive
A bullet proof vest
Doesnt stop the fire
From getting inside me
To fill my own desire
Im the selfish one
Hiding from my flaws
As they keep me here
And they bear their claws
Demon Hunters
Where are you
When your most needed
The moment more true
When Im hurting
When Im bleeding
Im the one falling
And youre exceeding
Blaming me
When all fails
The wind dry
Stopping your sails
But still I wait at this bus stop
Watching my world
A small ant in the ground
Not a hurting girl