Ill deny

I don't wonder what went wrong
as tonight i lay alone
on this hard floor, with ever aching bone

ill cry a million tears
and never question why
as each tear drops, I'm the first to deny

I sit here with a shattered heart
but never try to heal
i guess i was wrong to think my heart was made of steal

I'll feel so depressed
but i wont seek any help
i can only do my best

i wont do anything
as each day passes
ill lay upon the floor, with my broken heart aching

id rather feel this way
than to let my hurt show
I'm not OK now, but i will be someday

ill cry all these tears,and feel all this pain
ill drive myself crazy
until I'm no longer sane

have you ever thought for one second
that you'd be the one
to break my heart until i go numb

well if you haven't I'm here to tell you now
that you shattered my thoughts
and broke me down

your the reason that I'm so depressed
my heart is down and shattered
and your the reason for my stress

i hope you feel my pain
the way that i do
i hope it hurts you so much, too

if i had the chance to hurt you back
i wouldn't even dare
thats just not me, I'm the one who cares

how could you hurt me the way that you did and such
sure you didn't hurt my physically
but your words say so much

you say you didn't do shi*
that you loved me each day
what a lie, thats not what your words say

i wish you could see me now
laying upon this floor
but its not possible, I'm not living anymore

whoever thought it wasn't possible
to die from a broken heart
wasn't in my shoes, and had to be torn apart

but until I'm up and living again
ill lay upon this floor
ill cry my heart to sleep, my tears ill ignore

for everyone who has been threw this
I'm here for you now too
don't ever think your alone, I'm here for you

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