Dissolve to hurt

Shattered glass
covers the ground
See the outline
of my heart?
Why is it that
when things go bad
its everything
not just a part?

Part of me is holding back
Afraid, perhaps, unsure
Is this all one long dream
A nightmare without a cure?

So many faces I want to see
With my eyes, not in my mind
All the friends I used to know
Are lost in lonely cries

All these things
pull me on
Until I reach that part
Where everything
I'm carrying
dissolves my heart
in painful tears