Head spinning,
its all beginning.
The pain is strong,
my thoughts all wrong.
What do I do,
I wish I new.
The pain still remains,
the friendships I cannot sustain.
There is no doubt,
I'd be better off without.
Because of the pain,
I don't want it again.
Close friends no more,
I am shutting the door.
I do not need,
the frustration it'll breed.
The trust is all gone,
I don't know what went wrong.
All this hatred inside
from the times I tried.
I thought they were true,
but I didn't have a clue,
wdidI was getting into.
