To my dearest J
I've been thinking this night and day
I decided to write you a letter
But this is different from the usual things we do
No more sweet messages for one another
Coz I know we're already through
But God knows how I suffer...
From the day that you were gone
The sorrows I can't hinder
Coz I really miss my one and only man
I never regret the day that I met you
Coz you taught me a lot of things in life
But now that were gone, I don't know how to pursue
Coz from that day on you were my mere strength to strife
You know how I gave advices to my friends
Helping their broken heart to mend
Telling them to be strong
Coz someone new will come along
But why can't apply those to my own?
And here I am crying 'til dawn
Coz I know you were the best gift ever given to me
But from the day I'm starting to dwell happily
Our relationship suddenly fades away
Leaving me here gone astray
Until now I admit I'm still searching for my own direction
Trying to accept that there's no way to revive dead affection
But just let me say I love you for the last time
And thank you angel for once in my life you became mine