You dont fell the same..(my secret)

We\'ve been friends for so long,we tell each other everything but why can\'t i tell you my most important secret..? People say you have to take chances for the things you care about but i dont want it to turn out us not friends.. Your in my dreams your on my mind as hard as it is to forget i cant its to hard i try and try but i can\'t. I try to look at you as a friend but i can\'t because your always on my mind when i look at you i just cant look at you as a friend. But my secret has been in to long.. But it should have keeped it inside forever. Cause now you dont look at me the way you looked at me you dont talk as much as you did i miss that.. I use to dream of us holding hands and huging and you giving me my first kiss but now my dreams are of us falling apart..Its not easy to watch you walk right past me when i say hello.. You trhink it helps you yes it helps you but it hurts me...

my own poem made me cry please comment.. tru story