I was young
Knew nothing about relationships
or kissing
or boyfriends
My mind was without a clue
then u came along
My first time feeling emotions I had never in my life felt.
My first kiss
My first boyfriend
Things that last a liftime, just like the first time you learned to walk.
But out of all the guys I could have shared those first special moments with,
it had to be you
And u make me regret that it was you.
And I wish it never had been you.
Now those special moments are wasted
I wish I had shared them with someone else...
Someone else who cared...and would have made them more meaningful, someone who meant a lot to me.
I know now I mean just as much to you as the other 2333 girls!
I should have never let you blind me with your kisses and promises and the way you can make any girl melt in your arms.
I was so blind
U had played my friend before, and had messed around with another friend before that.
Damn I´m stupid.
Now you have to pop into my head everythime I hear ¨first kiss¨or when people ask me¨so, how many boyfriends have you had¨?
I just wish I had been able too see through it all
Ur blinding me
Through the lies
EVerything
Regret
Its what Im feeling now
But I guess its already too late...
