My new found life

by livingwith   Aug 20, 2006


Expression, Inspiration
Its something you lose when a heart brakes, a world falls apart
And all is lost
Human beings Aren't perfect
A person yes
Means you feel complete, you feel whole
Means every breath is as sure as the first, nothing ever final, no ending
Perfect
Perfect man perfect women
Perfect life and perfect heart
That a glass heart and be strong, and free, can fly and never fall
Till life hits you perfect man meets perfect err women
Perfect me gives perfect man away
Because perfect is right, and right is nice and now
Perfect man has perfecter women, Perfect me lost all meaning
Lost inspiration
Lost heart, lost words like love, forever, us, Perfect , beautiful
Found words like empty and nothing
Found strength that cant be denied
Found pain that made me think I died
Understood why people die from heart ach

And still I stand today Power but lost standing tall but not knowing at all where to go
Heard I love you so many times, believe those that have always been there
New faces, new voice same words
"I love you" I do not trust, and do not believe
Past is what I trust, because future is more unsure then ever

I lost my inspiration, my dreams
4th grade my desire find the man for me, not worried about looking about finding him, just knowing that when I find him Iâ??ll know
and I knew
and I lost him
dreamed of men not perfect but realistic, found him and Knew perfection

lost expression lost words, lost voice when my heart died
It imploded, because I wouldn't let it fall apart, held it together with all my strength
And died
Died for him, and began I life of not knowing
What I am
Of feeling nothing
Of hearing so much but meaningless
Who do people love me why would they love me
What does love mean to them
How am I beautiful
How am I pretty
You say that but I don't feel its truth
What do I want
What do I aspire
Who am I , what am I

I'm a women of lost faith, in my self in life
Believed once to trust
In my heart, to guide me to know and I listened because it was all I felt all I heard
I acted
Believed once in my self, I stand by you and never think twice, kiss you if you cried, lie believed it as truth because its what you needed to hear

Now I'm a women, with a heart, with power in every step
I'm sure of what I'm doing because I have nothing to lose
Strong in pain because I wont let my self fall anymore

Never knew I could do the right thing, not like that
Hold my hear together when it doesn't fall apart doesn't brake
It exploded, like nothing I ever felt, but I wouldn't let it so it imploded but not once and it still does from time to time

This is me, this is my story, my words my lost inspiration my life
I still don't know where to go, but time moves me and so I wonder a trail to somewhere

And if hope still holds to me, if faith will let me to someone who will never leave me
And forever means forever not just in a moment

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