In Need

In need of something so real
something to call my own and feel
warm in the dead of night
to drop everything and hold me tight

In need of something true
something that can love all the way through
not just in good times
to keep it together while reading these rhymes

In need of something pure
something decidedand sure
on whats right and to choose it
and to chose love over sex not just because im not \"fit\"

In need of something...
...but that something wont come to me
...but that something wont let me have it
...but that something belong to some one else
...but that something wont beleive in my love
...but that something wont let me in
but that something...killed me from the inside out...