My prayer..
god, i want to know. if i have a plan or if my life is just some kind of a show. i need to know what you think, if ur real. or are you just blank. am i praying to you or someone else. is this prayer nothing or is it just nothing to some one else. do you hear me cry when i try to go to bed? do you hear me cuss when i wish i dead..do you laugh when i say a joke. do you cry too when i feel down. do you see me cut my wrists with a knife..tell me god..whats leading on in my life. is my future amazing? do i find love. is my heart fixed again..do i really have children? god, if theres a heaven and hell i want both. if theyre only heaven i will settle for. god..is this prayer going to get back to you or is it just me. god i cutted tonight..im sorry if i made you unhappy.
