Days pass and times are tough,
I tell you that I've had enough.
This life I lead is such a crock.
The people talking just wont stop.
They put me down, over again.
I will never put down a friend.
People just don't seem to care,
When I die no one will be there.
Life itself is a test.
Mine itself is just messed.
I work my hardest to not cry,
But I'm left asking why?
There is no point to try anymore,
When I don't succeed I'm left sore.
I cut deep, but don't really fell bad,
Until I have to explain why I'm sad.
My parents told me I'm a mistake,
But who can blame them, I'm a fake.
I try to hold it all inside,
And then I blow up, and wonder why.
I can't take this life anymore,
I will now try just to adore,
This life that's full of broken dreams.
Life isn't always what it seems.
Now with people all around,
I know they will be let down.
I can not stop what has to be,
I can no longer just be me.
I can't believe that I am here,
But the end is all I fear.
I can't be true, it's let me down.
Sitting here I start to drown.
My life as others see,
Could be run by an emcee.
It is all just a show,
Decisions made long ago.
