I love this man
like no other but i keep messing up
I want to be prefect not for him but for me
I want make my fair tail come true
I want to live up to me dream but he doesn't seem to understand that
I don't mean to lie to him
he just to nose and always getting into my Biss
I just him to understand my love but that wont happen anytime soon
Since this is my last chance
Some of the things i say and do
I do it because I'm nerves
He makes me jumpy
he doesn't mean to but he been so far gone in the marines corps WP him into a brain wash always thinking bad thoughts running all over him mind they control him but he doesn't think they do his mind was train in way he can't over come in short period time it will take years to undo what they did to him
he is a good man he just doesn't see it
He needs to relax in other ways and stop thinking so hard because his brain will fall over wacko
This man is good to the soul he scare to trust his heart afraid to get hurt a tough man is not so tough when comes to lady thats been there before
This man doesn't like being so far away from home
he missing what he cant touch like the rest of his breed you take a man away from home they whine and act like babies
this man is tough in his own way he is good and very good at what he does but not so good at this trust thing
Its my fault but he is so WP thinking the worst out things i can't protect when he needs because like all men they want to protect you from everything in the world that they seen when they go off the combat zone
See the good and bad in everything that lives they hurts them without them knowing they keep everything to themselves not knowing the ones around them suffer just as mush as they do love ones don't have to be there to feel there pain you can see in it with everything they do when your with them you try to help but it doesn't always work