Cry

I cant stand this any more
You me
All I ever do is cry
I cried when I was with you
And I still cry now that I have you
I donâ??t know what I am suppose to do
I have tried everything
Except hurting myself
So maybe I should try that
So I waited till late at night
Everyone was sleeping
I tuck out the razor
That I never thought I would ever use
I slowly cut in to my wrist
I see the blood flow out of me
I started to get week
I slowly looked at myself
I thought why am I doing this
I Love Him
I hit the ground
Later on he found a note that I wrote
And it said

I no that you all are going to miss me but I had to do this I could not stand my life and nothing made me happy so I hope that when I get to haven everything is better I can live the most perfect life up there even though I am not with the ones I loveâ?¦You all no that I love you and I donâ??t want you crying over meâ?¦So donâ??t I Love you yaâ??ll

plz tell me what you think