Im just so goddarn tired of this world before me
Everything I see and hear is nothing, but you.
Its not you that Im tired of.
Its just that everything I see and hear that has nothing to do with you
Stick in by head like paper to glue and reminds me of you.
Im beginning to hate what I love.
Im beginning to hate you for the world before me.
Im beginning to hate love all together and all I blame
Is the whole fcking world that stands before me.
I stand just staring at the clouds above me
And then start to see it, you staring right back at me.
I see the whole fcking world, put my head down
And with a tear trickling down my face I start to scream
'Please Death, dont take me!'
Still screaming I ask 'Why, why, why?
Why must everything remind me of what I hate to love?'
I turn around, take my leave and the next day I see it,
The real deal, flesh, blood, and all and remember its not you that I hate.
The thing I really hate is the world and you just happen to be standing in the middle.
Im beginning to hate what I love.
Im beginning to hate you for the world before me.
Im beginning to hate love all together and all I blame
Is the whole fcking world before me.
Coming to realization of the horrors around me,
The murders before me, the liars talking about me
Behind me that I couldnt hate you if I tried,
Not even if everyone took a jump and died,
Wed just know that its for you that I cried.
Now everyone but us has died and I still havent cried.
