I love you and with anger both my hate and love grow.
I love you, but I hate doing so only because of anger.
I hold it in and cry so much my eyes burn.
I need someone to talk to, but I want it to be you.
Ive held myself from asking your trust, but in truth its all I want as I cry from anger.
Id put damnation before salvation just to get this.
I love you so much I say to hell with everything and I ask
'Why the fck... if I love so much am I tormented with hate?'
Im sorry for the hell called love, but yet again without love Id be lost more than I am.
Is this what they call giving something up to get something else?
I give up happiness to love you, but its impossible to turn back time,
Or so says this damned society.
It says to have something to protected you must give up something else,
but why? Why the hell would nature force you to sign a contract you cant cancel?
Please... Please free me from this fcking hell... Please say you love me back... just please...
Though no matter what you say I still love you.
No matter if its in heaven or hell I love you and if
Ive made you mad Id change history if I could and
Im sorry if Ive made you cry, but if from
this Im still sorry, but in staining this paper its
still the truth and thats all that matters, is it not? Or
am I completely wrong for loving you?
I wish youd tell me so Id stop living love in hell.
