My premonition

As I watch time pass me by.
I stop n' wonder. Why don't my angels ever fly.
I confess my sins as tear drops trickle down from my eyes.
They are stuck here, hidden in a cage and left to die.
When I have deep thoughts of suicide, they hold me down and help me cry.
Feeding my every emotion with certain supply.
My premonition I soon will imply.

I have had far to much to drink tonight.
On nights like this, my thinking's not right.
For tomorrows another day and tonight we fight.

I hear you call my name when no ones around as if I understand your intuition.
For your happiness is part of my mission.
Tonight I talk of premonition, tomorrow we talk of your final admission.

A day will come stricken with grief for all of us.
It may be a traffic jam with words he will cuss.
Going 100 miles an hour he will hit the side of your school bus.
You will be in the middle of an argument, harsh words you will discuss.
Your father will hit your mother, her wounds they will puss.

Your grandmother will die in her sleep.
Leave you and your family to weep.
A friend will tell you your secrets I will keep.
But he is telling people, while you are asleep.
Next day at school with a sudden sweep.
A baseball bat to the head, and a fist for you soon to meet.

You will receive a college scholarship.
You will retain what was once a steady grip.
Your father will accompany you, before he would skip.
And I'm sure you will win an exclusive around the world trip.

I hear you call my name when no ones around as if I understand your intuition.
For your happiness is part of my mission.
Tonight I talk of premonition, tomorrow we talk of your final admission.