ANd all i need to do is learn to let go

Theirs always that one guy that you can never get out of ur head, the one you swore you couldnt live without, yet your living. Hes the one that tought you everything you know about love, but before him you swore you new it all. Hes the one that you promissed urself, that you wouldnt fall to fast or give in to easy. you find yourself day to day thinking about him && all ur memories, yet it seems everyday things are getting a little better. you still wish you could be with him but theirs something inside you that says you\\\'ll be okay, just soemtimes you wish that you werent the only one that understood your feelings, sometimes you wish people didnt doubt you && the way you feel, you wish you knew the truth because rite now what you know seems like a lie, but the truth is your the girl, the one thats always lost. the one
with the fake smile && the girl who seems to
be so strong, but daily continues to break. that girl who\\\'s always there and seems to have no problems of her own. the one who holds, back tears until she\\\'s off the phone.. your that girl that acctualy does care.