My Gf Broke up wit me

I hate my life so bad I scream
All because she broke up with me
She dropped me like garbage
With no love for me to see

being crashed and smashed
my heart is bleeding out
I scream as in the pillow
I love Her..I shout

Pulling my curly dark hair
Going insane going so mad
picturing her laughing at me
Well at least it makes her glad

My soul purpose and being
Was to make shes happy and free
but I never thought for it to happen
she would have to get rid of me

but its all my mission in reality
Its all I ever really do
I'm stuck always getting hurt
Once I say I love you

But its not my true fault
how can I not fall in love
when shes constantly on my mind
and all I'm thinking of

I just hate my life right now
I hate the future i see
I hate my life Right now
Cause my gf broke up with me