You may live far away and I may not be able to hold you or touch you, but it doesn't matter... well a little... But I love you. I may be a total loser =] but it's true, I do love you and I always will. Unfortunately, I don't know about you... It saddens me to think such a thing but I know deep down inside, you wouldn't be able to hurt me so. Does this mean we'll be together forever? Who's gunna break the fall? I'm so deeply confused and I want to believe that we'll be together forever but the lack of beauty I contain may be the end. You may call me "pretty" or "hot" but I know that I am not close to such a thing. The question is, why does everyone seem to disagree with me? I know if I'm "pretty" or ugly and personally, I think I'm ugly. Why does it hurt me so much to think that you truly love me for me? 'Cause every other guy used me and left me. They broke me and treated me like dirt. Then you came along... Shone the light on my life. It may only last a little while; you and I. But I know it's all worth it. The pain. The tears. Jealousy and much much more. I am always gunna be your girl if you like it or not.
*I dunno, it's just something I wrote down... and yes, I know, it's bad...
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