Scarred childhood

Lies, distrust, deceit
it all seems to reach me
never once did i ask for this pain
never once has neone felt the same
i want to be free from this dark place
i want to be able to look you in the face
i need to see the light
and i need to regain my sight

i reach out with blurred eyes and cold hands
no one seems to understand
what a scarred childhood can do
to someone just like you

through the yells and screams i grow strong
and my crying doesnt last as long
being more independent i lose my friends
friends i thought would stay till the end
ive become too mature for such a young age
no more sudden outbursts of rage
but i always feel so left out
can i be accepted again?-that i doubt