What can i say
And what can i do
Just to make you
Except me
You say i have changed
And that this isn't me
Well please do me a favor and explain
Who is the real me
Don't expect me to be kind and polite
Cause so far i haven't done anything right
I'm only trying to impress every person i come across
Not to make me seem so obscene
How can i trust you when now suddenly what i say isn't correct
You can never be normal
In the hateful world
They all expect so much
When i can only give so little
What can i do to put a smile on someones face
Or just for someone to smile at me
You think your life is just so bad
And cry to be saying your so sad
When i cant even go cry to you
For you would use it against me
Now tell me
Who's life is really that bad
Maybe i wasn't like this before
But either way
I didn't like it at all
Not the person that i acted
Or the people who were my "friends"
Its all just the same
I cant find a part in this world
And i cant find a reason
Once i find a reason for breathing
Then ill come to you
With the reality of me
Then you can see
Who lies inside of me