A little black heart with a wall...

My friends know it,
I dread thinking of it...
I have a black heart,
This isn't a life this is an art...

An art of breaking down their walls,
And making mine stronger...
I know its wrong,
I know it is wrong to make people fall...
Humpty-Dumpty_
Was pushed by me,
Don't you see!
I do not do it for fun,
I look to my gun,
As the only solution;
A bloody execution!
The world would be rid of me,
And set it free from my heart,
This life I will depart...

*My black heart has no idea how to love, feel, befriend, live, it rests in the deep abyss of my body.