Its my time

Its my time to go
this i know
how i will miss this world so.

When it was going well...
thats when it all fell
thats when my life turned to hell

I fix the problem with a slice from a knife
as i wave goodbye to my life

I see you cry as i look down to my body cold and dead on the ground
I want you so
but you i cannot have anymore

I want so much to get back to you
What a stupid thing i did do
I beg and i plead to stop the bleed
to return to you
but this i am not allowed to do

Your tears are too much for me to bare
Id kill myself again if i wasn't made of air

My heart, although it no longer beats still can feel the pain
I can still feel your pain too
How i long to be with you.

It was my time
or so i thought
You are so disheveled and distraught
Its all my fault
I cry in pain
How could i do this to you

I cry as you do
every night and day
I'm taking this in the worst way
All i do is cry for you
as you realize its too late
to save me
And i to save you