Confessions

These are my confessions
From back in March and April
And maybe some of May

While I was dating Bryan
Or shall I say
When I was "his girl" (lmao!)

I'm not saying I liked you
But I'm also not saying
That I didn't like you

I honestly don't know
If I liked you then.
Or if I ever stopped liking you

But what I do know
Is that while I was dating him
I like being around you
If that makes any sense

For example
When Bryan told me
Not to be friends with you
To stop talking to you
I talked to you more than before

He knew I still talked to you
But I still don't know
If he cared that I did

And when Bryan made fun of you
I acted like I didn't care
But really, it pissed me off.

Yet, when you made fun of him
I acted like it pissed me off
But I really didn't care

And at the indoor competition
You put you're head on my knee.
As you just laid down there.

I really didn't care at all
If Bryan would get mad or not.
We both said, "he'll get over it."

On the bus rides
The reason we didn't sit together
Was because Bryan would
Probably get mad at me and you

I'm no saying I didn't love you
And I'm not saying I liked you
But do you know what I mean?
Do you know how I feel?