I never knew how much i loved him until i let him go.
i never knew how much he meant to me until he walked away.
i never knew how much it hurt me and then i cryed all night.
i never knew how much wanted him and then i saw them.
i never knew how bad i needed him then i found it out.even know he was my only thought my only love my only pain.
i never even wanted him but then i knew i couldn't have him then the only thing i wanted was the one thing i couldn't have.
the razor fell in my hand i couldn't let it go. my mind was going crazy my head was in a buzz with every thought of him another cut would come.
i never said it wouldn't hurt.
i never said aloud
i never told the lies he said i never said good bye. i never felt that way be for i never wanted to hurt this bad i want to let it go i never said i hated him i never walked away i never felt so much pain be for and i hope he feels the same.
