I hated myself for so long
I felt sad and a lone
My eyes burried in tears and fears
I have thoughtd and voices in my head
that both wanted me dead
I can\'t love no one either
when eva i get close to someone
the love runsaway or dies
who\'s wanna be close to me anyway
nobody eva accepted me not till i met the crew but they left me too
so i''m alone with no one my family lives their lives as i sit here and cry.