Him

I miss him,
He is so very fine,
I hope I'm in his heart,
Like he's in mine.
It's been so long,
A few long years,
Even when i miss him most,
I've never been brought to tears.
I feel he's my first love,
He is better than the rest,
When it came to treating me,
He surely is the best.
The main thing i want to know,
Is it was only a few days,
We knew some but not much,
So why do i miss him in so many ways?