Meaning of our months

I dedicate this to someone special.......to my angel, my sweetie, my love......

the cold month in the beginning of September, we should always remember
in October, when i felt so alone, the only thing i have to do is call you on your phone
time flew by so fast, November became December, times we were together, it was a blast
in December 23rd, a birthday occurred
my present for you was going to be a kiss, but you had to leave, it was an opportunity we missed
in January we came back from our winter vacation, a kiss we shared, boosted up our relation
when we were apart again in February, our love sort of went blurry
you have to go to a different school, for us it wasn't cool
in march, the time i learned how to cry, because our enthusiastic of love died
but the feeling regain again, in April, your touch, i never wanted to end
in may, what more can i say? our love, half away
then my mom told me a great news, that I'd be going to your school, too, who knew?
in middle of June, it went too soon
you told me we were over, that you weren't going to be my lover forever
i felt so lonely, so sad, did i do something bad?
(yes)
i cried and weeped, my heart burst into tears, too, the heart you ripped
i already said sorry, but you said you'll never forgive me
i don't exist anymore, not even in your heart, there are no sore
you feel perfect, while I'm here feeling rejected
you're happy that now you're friends with the love of your life while I'm here stuck with a knife
burned memories, I'm the one you seize
for why all of these things are happening, and why we're never going to have a happy ending.

I love you........forever