Dear lord

Dear Lord, Please dont let go of my hand on this one.
I really need you right now in life,
I feel my own personal hell has begun.
keep me strong enough to drop my knife!

Dear Lord, Please guide me to the light.
I am living in the dark
each morning to me, feels as lonely as a night.
Take this blade out of my hand
and lift me from this ground
so on my feet I can stand!

Dear Lord, Please take those who harm me, away.
I cant move along,
if they are holding me back each day.
please place me where I feel I belong.
I cant live life
if I am living in a place full of harm!

Dear Lord, as I lay here dying tonight,
I pray for forgiveness
for... you werent there to help me win this fight.
I picked up my blade...my knife.
All I wanted was for your help
now...I lay here ending my life...