What happens when the Love of ur life leaves you

A happy soul I once was;
But then then my world fell apart.
The day you left me was a day I dreaded my whole life.
Things have never been the same since,
He took you away and tortured my soul.
I grieve for you still although I know you're never coming back.
I'll never be able to hold in my arms again, close to my heart,
I'll never smell the sweet scent of you again.
I know you're still on this planet, but where, I never will know.
You avoid at all costs and you ignore me when I say hello.
What did I do to deserve such torment?
You broke my heart and made me cry.
If loving you is such a sin, then I will be forever sinful.
I know you'll never feel the same way about me again, but I love you and never will I stop!