Ink Inside My Diary

Spaces...larger than life itself
Barren...with only stains to show
Killing...these emotions so dead
Inside...my diary of dripping woe

Every joy stays only a few moments
Before tears are jotted upon a page
It's ancient cover lies now in ruins
From the few times tantrums disengage

Long years piled up in wasted decieit
Covered in another layer of broken trust
Yet my hand kept moving back and forth
Writing down all of life's unjust thrusts

Breathing...deeper into a desperate core
Waiting...where is my guardian angel now
Panting...the heat smothering my thoughts
Reaching...when will the truth finally avow

My eyes closed for a moment or two
Till wetness ran down my limp hands
All my precious emotions freeing itself
As the dark ink stains of my diary expands

Squirting out like waves of bleeding darkness
Escaping emotions crawl right back to my soul
Taunting me in the faces of crying death
Forcing upon me an insanity's parole

Lost...my cages split open wide
Numb...as hate begins to swell
Drinking...cold, dripping black ink
Dying...by the vows of hell