I watched you, not in that creepy 'I want you' way, i just watched you. i saw you really for the first time. you were just laying there, patiently answering questions. i realized there was more there then i thought, then most would think. i wonder if at some point in the day you looked at me with that same curiosity, that same wonder. i hoped so. you realized i was looking at you after a few minutes and smirked at me. i hate that smirk, and i looked away. but the rest of the day i kept catching myself looking your way... just wondering what you were doing, just wondering if you could see me as i hoped you did... not for my problems... but for my potential. i hate that i can't really look at you now, and not wonder about the future. I'm still stuck in my past... I'm still hoping to change who i was.... I'm still waiting to become who i hope i can be. i hope you can accept me, and someday love me... for me
i know it's not in poem form like my others... but it's a new beginning for me and maybe its time for new ways too. please vote and comment!
