45 minutes of happiness
45 minutes of tears
I waited for a guy like you for 12 frickin years
45 minutes of good
45 minutes bad
45 minutes of being hurt
and being sad
90 minutes of this
90 minutes of that
45 minutes of feeling like i should
45 minutes of feeling like crap
This was the longest i could go
i thought love would feel better than this but it don't
it did but now it wont
i guess its time i let go
cuz if this is love then
i don't want it anymore
i thought last year was only the past
i thought that we could last
not with a tear not with a cry
not with one rain drop
falling from my eyes
but as always i was wrong
like when i went out with someone else
and when i thought we would last long
i don't know i how to stop
i don't know how to turn on my brain when its off
but I'm not gonna let you rule my life
and the fact that your a guy makes me know i gonna survive
i guess what I'm finally trying to say is goodbye
and as of right now I'm not gonna hold ya
because unlike you
i need ma self a soldja
