How Could You?

How could you do this to me,
just throw me to the side,
as if i was nothing in the first place,
its been a year,
but the sight of you,
just rekindled all that anger,
that i just wanted to forget.
just wanted to forget.
i was doing just fine,
and had forgotten about everything,
all those late nights,
all the sweet things you said,
they all just disappeared,
but now they all came back,
in a rush of pain,
that i just want to leave,
please oh please God,
just make it go away,
don't let this pain come back.
just take it away,
and I'm crying tonight,
as the world seems to fade away,
why do these things happen to me,
why can't i just ever escape,
there are so many things i was trying to heal from,
that you just tore away from me,
you ripped that wall i built,
that wall of pure heartbreak and steel,
you ripped it right to pieces,
i don't know how I'm going to rebuild it,
i don't know to much right now,
except i hope that someday you look back on me,
and be able to see,
all the times you missed,
all the smiles you'll never see,
all the sweet talks,
all those things you will never have,
because you had to go,
and destroy me.