When will it ever stop
Batteling,
pushing,
pulling
resisiting temptations
of the adrenaline pumping posion
resisting the act that makes it flow
past fading to cycle, reincarnate itself
and become more driven
Deep passion overflowing mind
longing to feel it drip down my skin
longing to feel it penetrate my skin
anorexic paper thinness to kill the buzzing
Damaging to heal the urge
when will it ever end
the feigning,
crack addicted attitude
for the sick and twisted behavior
two roles that became second nature
to nurture when i was forgotten
to love when I was resented
Thoughts may become fewer, but
never cease
cycle through, fill with
pent up emotion
needing an escape
when will it ever end
this battle...
