Do i know anything...

I defend myself
but why is there need for defending when its something thats not true
so there its is i made a mistake ill admit it now and i didn't know until u told me and then he told me
i was told once more then i sit in silence
feel like i just got smacked in the face
don't i know this isn't a competition
don't i see i cant be better then anyone else
and then i cry
but theres no need no reason I'm only human
i didn't do anything to go to hell for
but i did corrupt myself and others
so why did i try
why did i have hope
i don't know
do i know anything...