Pain

Pain is when your mother is taken to hospital in an ambulance.
Pain is when you're the only one crying when she goes.
Pain is when you know where she is, but you feel like you'll never see her again.
Pain is when you're lost and confused, and the pain you feel continually shows.
Pain is when your brother wants to kill himself in front of you.
Pain is when he has an attack at school.
Pain is when he goes off his head at your friends.
Pain is when he thinks cutting is cool.
Pain is when you've held the tears in for months.
Pain is when you move to another town.
Pain is when one of your friends starts backstabbing you.
Pain is when your smile has turned into an upset frown.
Pain is when you lose the respect of your neighbours.
Pain is when can't cross a creek.
Pain is when you're haunted by these memories.
Pain is when you are seen as weak.
Pain is when you turn to the blade.
Pain is when you cut your worries away.
Pain is when you want to die.
Pain is when you can find no reason to stay.
Pain is when your friends are suicidal.
Pain is when you speak what your heart feels.
Pain is when you have hurt your friends.
Pain is when your happiness is as straight as a wheel.
Pain is when you start dreaming about yourself crying.
Pain is when you cry in your sleep.
Pain is when you have tried so hard to stop cutting, then start up again.
Pain is when all you can do is weep.