Relationship decision

My heart is in shreds
my thoughts in a blur
what i want ...
im not really sure

these tears roll down my face
as i sit and continplate
who will i have in this empty space
and which will hate

with one so far away
and one so near
one i see day by day
one who knows my every fear

but yet my heart
is still very torn
maybe its time for a new start
to get rid of this thorn

i shall not run
i cannot hide
even though this is no fun
i wil stay for this ride

maybe ill learn a lesson
and hopefully not regret
let go of this tension
and not fret....