Looking...

Why am I out searching
For something I can't find
Whatever am I looking for
A love that's not so blind
Why ever did he let love go
Why ever can't he love me so
He left me here
To rot and die
He left me here
I don't know why
He let me go
I didn't know
I never saw it coming
He broke my heart
A million times
And now I'm always running
I run from love
I run from life
I run away
I use a knife
To cut my heart out
It cares for him
I never should've let him in
He hurt me so
I'll never know
How it feels
To not let go
He broke my heart
It fell apart
He broke my soul
I'm only half
There is no whole
Without his love
Whatever will I be
Whatever should I look for
Is there still hope for me?