Trauma

I sit in silence,
in my own still world,
frozen with trauma,
like the innocent little girl,

everyone moves on,
gets on with there life,
as i sit here stranded,
alone,

no one will pause,
stop and ask if I'm OK,
it happened a long time ago,
a long time in the past,

just because its all gone,
doesn't mean I'm OK,
the memories in my mind,
just repeat and replay,

the thoughts make me sick,
the dreams do too,
the heart ache it brings,
between friends family and you,

i was only five,
but they didn't know,
the pain it would cause me,
even if it didn't show,

it will always live on,
in the back of my mind,
but i just want to move on,
leave that trauma behind.